Through the tears I fought, for the world I lost.
Looking for my shield in disbelief as I watched the arrows they shot.
One by one they pierced my heart as I struggled to find the sword I lost.
Tripped I tripped, over shattered pieces of my dream I tripped.
Darkness veiled my eyes as I struggled to keep my faith alive.
Cried I cried as wounds dried laying in fear of my death.
Shaking and falling I stood back up with all my might as I saw the light.
The fight is never ending …. No battle is ever lost.
Unknown fears I hold inside;
behind my eyes the truth lies.
In a high I shed tears in silence,
waiting for a ray of hope
to awaken me from this reverie.
Deaf ears hear my woeful cries
and console with caresses of kindness,
as those who walk the Earth continue
to forsake my very existence.
Fear, I fear, this solitude I fear;
for misery is my only companion . . .
Inspiration: #Unknown #Fears
Hostility on the rise has took me by surprise, waking me up from a superficial high spun from white lies. As I sit here in my misery, my hands become shivery. Cries become screams hoping to be heard as prayers to save me from Hell. Reality has finally caught up with me leaving no room to hide, besides in the cradle of this dark night.
The facade of confidence that I spent years constructing from hope seems to be evaporating with each passing moment of time. Tears of broken self-esteem drip from my eyes, piercing healing scars bestowed upon me by Father Time. Who am I to defy the demons we all hold inside.
Oh why, oh why, dear God why must I die? Fly I, I fly, from these sorrows to arms of faith I must fly. Behind the clouds of pain I see the light of Heaven shine. Hear, I hear, your words I hear the drums of victory must be near for my destruction is now here.
Destroy,destroy, my world must be destroyed for an Angel is born from darkness.
Inspiration: ” When your mind is more powerful than your physical body that pain will depart you and you will feel enlightened.” -Ali Yama Kohgadai